Date : Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Time : 12:14 AM
Title : do i need an improvement in my life ?

as always im the unpopular one among the group .
by right , i should be the one to speak out .
catching my eyes out of my attention .
deciding what is the natural fact down here .
everytime i tried my best pulling everything off smoothly .
fooling around with you is just wasting my god damn time .
gaining popularity sucks then improving my own lifestyle .
however i tried my best to be myself always .
idoling my own hotstuffs is priceless .
juggling balls around my mind , it hurts .
anyway im writing this is just wasting my farking time .

• the black words do have it's own meaning and reasons behind it .
• no more of ite life , cos i managed to pull through to the next path of my life : sec five .
• work , im always thinking about it .
• interview was shit , pure suckish moments .
• looking into someone's eyes i treasure , truly hurting .
• alot of things im rolling around my mind .
• entertainment first / work / then education ?
• or the other way round ? what do you prefer ?
• im selfless i think but im filled with friends .
• moments of truth ? when ?

checklist of everything . i need a judgemental right now . undecisive of what my wants . always thinking the right and shortest way of life . im looking at the great of my future .

this may be shit to you , but jolly well think people !

life to fill the fullest or just to waste air around the world , please god help me in this . i may look that im independent at times , but im suffering down here . it truly hurts like hell out of shit . i tried to rescue myself out of this bushes / life threatening ?

anyway , i miss those idol moments i had with my friends especially sherry , louie and ijal ! the fun we had and etc , yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . replay :D

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , morning to all !

melodious of words truly gives me shit out of everything .