AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT
Date : Friday, December 31, 2010
Time : 12:00 AM
Title : one more final day .


Happy Advance New Year to everyone .
Just a simple post because it's super tiring now .
A brand new year begins soon , let this final day of this year to end with excitments .
Pray for happiness .

Eve of New Year plan is go do Star uniform if possible , go work and enjoy at the finale part .
Struck midnight , kabooooooooooooooooooooom .
A totally new thing for me , eighteen soon ?
Yah , legal age .
Birthday not yet .
Facebook status .
Hahahaha , to forgive and forget .

Why can't memories , feelings and thoughts be erased ?
Wondering .
I must learnt to forgive people and forget the past .
Don't think about the useless father you got .
Don't even dwell on r/s or that person .
Fcuking waste of time .
Move on , and be someone better than them .

A bunch of idiots and jerks .


Date : Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Time : 12:00 AM
Title : few more days .


Never say that someone completes you . We have to feel whole even we are by ourselves , for needing a certain someone is not love , but dependency . Wanting a person to become a part of your life is the best reason for having them . So rather than search for the someone who will complete you , wait for the person that will compliment your completness .

Laugh your heart out , Dance in the rain , Cherish the moment , Ignore the pain .
Live , Laugh , Love .

Life is like an hourglass , eventually everything hits the bottom and all you have to do is to wait until someone comes along and turns it around .

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept , things we don't want to know but have to learn and people we can't live without but have to let go .

Good design is a great combination of common sense , unusual imagination , clarity of purpose . With a prerequisite knowledge of structure , values and colour , aesthetic instict and a deep reverence for the love of life .

Finally , to believe in love for life is hard . No matter how sincere you are , the other party would create problems unsolved and an individual suffer from lost of oxygen . But to stay away from all these to happen , it's easy and simple , just never believe in first love . In life , we have alot of humans creation around . Never choose one and made it a forever person in your life . I have gone through shits in my life . Certainly , i would never fall for that hole , that deep massive hole which i have dropped into it and revived to the top of the hole with alot of struggling to do . In life again , nothing beats you in anything be it love or anything . Just stay strong to overcome challenges .

Life is whatever you can say , maybe hard yet you need to stay strong . I told myself to be realistic at all times and now look , hey im on the board . I don't trust individual like you anymore . Im hell yeah having fun with every creation of humans . To have fun meaning to stress out and never get commited . Being commited is when you are already ready to be set of as a pair . Think like mature ladies and gentleman . Although i stepped into that ugly hole , i will watch my steps as i move on . Please do as professionalism . Don't take the risk as high chances you would lose out . Reality is now , this time and place . Just pray hard .

To me , no longer love is a word to me in life . I don't trust in humans with commitments that comes to r/s . I just wanna live my life to the fullest in 2011 because for 2010 , a long journey i have learnt and taught . Enough of all that , just think wisely . To fellow friends , in the world you got to be clever enough to think and react . Nothing can get your way if you can plan all out nicely . Seeing humans is fun , their mind works .

Few more days left and Kabooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom


Date : Monday, December 27, 2010
Time : 5:00 AM
Title : Belated Christmas Cum Updates .


Welcoming back Aydel here .


That picture above is the Smash .
A very naise song , I Heart You .
Indonesian boyband , but for me they look like the K-Pop boys .
Awesome .
Im in love with that song , thanks to Louie and Sherry .
Life , friendship ties bonded as smoothly i think .
Alhamdullilah , god praised .
I hope history will never repeat .
I wanna learn good things to have a true friend like you .
I don't wanna loose you .
Cause you're amazing , just the way you are .
Hahahahahahah .
Lately , work never pon but always late .
Idk why ?
Fuck care lah , so what ? I came work for full 8 hours right ?
Big deal come late ?
Alah , becoming a Star like so fcuking slow process .
Haiyooo , will see how .
Im undecisive , should i stay on or chaoooo ?
For some students , holidays for them are soon over .
Finally , not crowded and they can be good students .
Hope so , gonna miss the moments of school .
But nah , wait .
O level results ? So soon .
It's been ages i never blog , do you think ?
Sis Erdle , thanks for like reading my worthless posts ?
Hahaha , some meaningful ones but some like crapness .
Haiyo , i can't sleep .
Keep replaying the Indon song , like so naise gitu loh .
School true friends are getting a wide gap , thats not healthy .
I miss them , not in any order .
Fatihah , Ashiqin and Alif .
Amirah , Sabriena .
Miss them so much .
Xoxo .
When are we meeting babes and bod ?
We should hang out , i wanna shout and scream .
Later is Crew Outing but final for Boss Kuo Fee .
The bestest male boss .
Thanks .
My eyes so pain now at a sudden .
Sleepy i think .
I got the present for Jennifer liao .
Xmas and Advance Birthday gift .
Hahahahaha , 4 more days before a brand new year .
2010 ? 2011 ?
What are your achievements ?
What are your aims for next year ?
What can you improve and never did it again ?
All these questions ?
Unremarkable .
My eyes like sepet , can't type properly .
I wanna meet Louie , Fafaa and Sherry .
Not in any order too , for Countdown ?
Plan ahead .
If i missed out anything , i will do next post .
Counting sheeps .
A new resolution makes the trick .
Life is never short if you don't make it .
Think of a bigger scenario .
Work hard and earn what you always wanted .
Oh , forgotten about Mr Kai or whatever shitzx .
I think broken pieces can be fix back but never in my life i saw broking pieces can never make it ?
You can either glue it or do something to fix it back , not to just throw and dump it .
That is one of a solution , if you saying it to me . I feel like giving a tight slap and quit .
Working with you is part and parcel of life .
Sis Erdle , if you saw this . Im sorry . His your friend/ex and on my behalf sorry if i oversaid .
Xoxo , just expressing it out .
Crew outing his going , what the ...
We see how lah .
I can't wait for the three cakes .
Chang Kuo Fee's cake ?
Naise , boss name .
Hahahahaha .
Too tired for now .
Just regard that you have your mum and sister in life for now - Treasure and Appreciate .


Date : Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Time : 12:00 PM
Title : long time


How i wish miracle would happened .
I wanna witness miracle but not mishap .
I believe in karma because everything i did is for a reason and not for other negative purpose .
I don't impersonate the others because i have my own way and rights .
To others , life maybe as colourful as their colour pencils but unlike mine , so mundane .
Although , that is part and parcel of life .
I just have to improvise if it sucks for now and plan the future with better things in mind .
Just like math , if you fail until F9 smacked on your face .
You just have to make life easier and improve .
Do more practices , as practise makes perfect .
In life , we don't have to impersonate others , just be on our feet and move on .

If you want me to be at the exit door , think of your own first .
You ruined everything , fuck .
I should not have commited in anything before .
Now , i can be reasonable .
I don't wish to continue any commitment in certain things .
Why the fuck am i like posting about a useless person here ?

Aim for something reasonable .
Believe that you can achieve it .
Catch your dream alive .
Don't ever label yourself .
Whatever you do in life , there's a point of learning .
Yeah , we might not realise it as we often are lack of thinking deep .
Our soul may says that we are losing out , but we can win it .

An environment i have stayed for so quite long , i don't see any changes .
Seriously , i miss certain people that coloured my life with colourful pencils .
The things they teached me are awesome .
The amount of harwork is equal fairly to the pay i received .
But im sick and tired of it .
Soon , a brand new start perhaps .

I had my long annual leaves at Batam .
Highlights -
Crazy Taxi .
Shopping Malls .
Hotel .
The ammenties .
Everything , including the peole there .
Like a G6 and I can see your peacock , cock , cock .
Haahahahahahahahahahaha .
Awesome , i wanna stay there longer .
Cool , thumbs up .

Now , life is black and white i think .
Everything seemed to be the same .

I want to shoot you dead .

God is fair to everyone .


Date : Saturday, December 4, 2010
Time : 2:21 AM
Title : i want breakfree .


Escape from all the unwanted things for a certain period of time .


I wanna breakfree from work and certain problems .
To release every toxic i had and to begin with a new start of a brand new year .
Friends , what are your resolutions for next year ?
Left a few more weeks to fireworks .
Kaaaaaboooooooom .
A year of 2010 had been a something new for me .
Something i did is regretful but yet i learnt something useful too .
See , in life you need to move on after shits happened .
Like in a r/s , true it may suck balls .
But if you are clever to move on and be a happy person , you can succeed .
In life , you must have something you did is a regret .
But look into the bigger picture , it seems sucky but you learn to improve your life from there .
Not to condemn people , but i hate you because of certain things .
I swear you die and never exist in this world .
Pathetic charming ke apeeeee ?
Waaaaah , aydel chill .
Better keep my words , i need a breakfree .
Serious lah .
About work , idk how to say it .
Chances of staying , waaaah no idea .
Pay never increase , people suck some only lah .
If you wanna go Civic centre , just go ahead please .
Just dont stay at Great World , menyampah .
You and that gay can fcuk off , angry .
Horns .
Oh , Happy Seventeen Birthday Fatihah Hanim - Kawan kawan kush .
In life , appreciate if it sucks to the max because one day karma .
Just live your life , i miss all my friends . true ones .
Good morning to all .


Date : Thursday, December 2, 2010
Time : 1:28 AM
Title : black and white .


School kids .



Seriously , i miss school like so much now .
Like adults says , they feel like going back to school and study and not work .
We , young teenagers complaints to work and earn money and not going to school .
Totally opposite .
Can we rewind the good old memories in school i had with my friends ?
Those epics moments .

Complaining of going school and all , now take a look .
Im complaining of being sick and tired of working .
Seriously , choose wisely .
I want earn money .
So work lah .

Once again ,
Hello December and Goodbye November .



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