★Raimy Aydel .

AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT

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Title : friendship ?

That Question .
Different people , Different response .

You can see from facebook and right here at my blog , im facing shits .

As in problems with friendship and stuffs .

I hate to think and resolve this stupid matters .

But what can i say afterall , it's my fault to them .

Im the eye for them to shoot me and make me fall and trip , fades .

It hurts a million but having problems like these .

I find it stupid but yet im going through it now .

What are my faults that you all have been aiming me for ?

Sensitivity .

Jealousy .

Angry .

All this feelings and thoughts .

I find myself weird at times when in school .

At work , i find it perfectly awesome okaaay .

In school , i have to face boredom .

Call the true friends and stuffs .

Yeah blame all you want , let me suffer and get hell .

While typing this , i feel like screaming out loud and shut the bloody lappy .

Abit things like gossips you take it seriously ?

What man ?

You can disturbed me all you want ?

You told me there's limitations but yet you never show it .

Man , im dissapointed .

You want me to change .

And now im trying , you won't see the effect right ?

You made fun of me , joked with me and played crazy things together .

Those moments , our high crazy epics ?

Now , things happened because of me ?

Come on , imma at fault now .

I must be blame because im not that type of person blaming others .

It hurts .

If you wanna shut up , il do it too .

Show faces , attitude .

Stop my journey of running and achieving my O's , and continue working hard as a Beanie .

I can be that , reality sucks .

I have to face it .

But friends , look up *

That question , answer it truthfully .

Im feeling mad , sad and mixed feelings .

For now , i need space to lighter up myself .

My mind , body and soul are far away from me .

I shouted at myself just now and now it's time to reflect and reason all out .

It may sound silly .

I feel like slamming the lappy and float high up .

Kawan kawan kush : Alif , Fatihah , Ashiqin , Amirah and Sabriena .

Sisters : Louie , Fafaa , Sherry , Ana , Pris and many more .

In school , enough .

I need air to breathe and relax .

Should i give in ?

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Title : out .

An event outing with 4E's and 5N's .

Awesome .

Blast .

Cool .

GoodNight .

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Title : i stayed at home .

Read it and you will know .

Those quote is meaningful .

Yet it's hard to understand .

Was so packed and busy with life .

Like Star course , Food Hygiene course and work ofc .

Last Friday , didn't went school because was sick .

Actually i was sick , cough .

Also i have to attend a Star course at 10 am in the morning .

At Springlift Tower .

So pon school .

The Star Course was preeeety okay .

I learnt alot , like how to handle customers heart .

Did lobby and helped out the crowd with 2 others trainees Stars .

One from SpringLift Tower and the other from Raffles City .

Hahahahahahaha .

After the course , Angel said we were awesome .

She will email my boss about so and so .

I want that Star Uniform , tailor made somemore .

Course ended , went to store because was bored .

Jasmine was there .

So work for short hours .

Helped out .

Once Kai stepped into store , i punched out and chao .

Hahahahah .

Then Sherry came .

Blah's .

On Saturday went to work in the morning .

Cabbed work and start at 9 am in the morning .

Wah piang , fucking tired .

Ended at like nearing 6 pm .

Actually i wanna go celebrate Alif's birthday but alot people got problems .

In the end work like full 8 hours .

Help here and there .

Supposed to wait for my sister at 7 pm but i said that i cant .

So dashed out and get changed .

Met Alif at town first .

Then walk walk , met Sabriena .

Then bussed to Bugis from Somerset .

Packed like sardines sial .

So we decided to go for Shisha .

Merdandy awesome .

Went up and ordered .

Fruit Punch mix Strawberry .

Then Alif fetched Fatihah and her brother , Mat .

Awesome , Shisha-ed for an hour or so .

Heee , we did something .

Heineken uhr sial .

Small je , smue chut also .

It was awesome .

After that , played pool at this alley .

Two games .

Me and birthday boy , Alif paired up .

Sabriena and Mat .

Scored - 1 - 1 .

Awesome , both win .

I like playing pool , the sticks .

Hahahah .

While playing Louie came wearing baju kurung .

Hahaa , then he malu .

Sorry loh .

Then walk walk to where uhr , go makan next .

Ate at Sabriena uncle's store .

I ate Nasi Goreng Cine , sedap .

Got prawns , chicken and all .

Then the rest eat Nasi Goreng Kampong .

Pedas .

Then like already 11+ , Ana and her " cousin " came pulak .

The more the merrier .

Then talk talk and send Sabriena home at bus stop .

I was in effing pain , they know .

Funny right ?

Then we planned to go Changi Beach .

So far but with the the awesome's .

In halfway boarding the bus , the " cousin " said wanna go Somerset pulak .

I was like my mind don't know where while the presses the bell and ran down the bus .

My hearts says go Changi and Somerset .

Wah piang ?

Then i dashed down .

I text them Sorry korang .

Paiseh .

Then cabbed to town .

Waited for another bunch .

Elmo is cute , louie you know la kan ,

Then walk after eat .

Going makan place also far .

And walk from town all the way to Clarke Quay .

Awesome , baek uhr korang .

Fuyoooooah .

Then slack .

Saw Voguelicious there .

Haahahahaha .

Awesome yet tak tido .

Bussed home .

Did nothing much , slack like macam paham .

Total 8 people there .

And Elmo was cute sial .

Renoma brands , fuyoooooh awesome . turns on .

Hahahahha .

Sunday , yesterday went Louie house to get change before heading to Food Hygiene Course .

So bathed and all .

Happily trained to Tanjong Pagar .

Saw the Star Zack and his friend Shafiq .

Hahahah , at first i thought he was sombong .

But i know Zack so said hello !

Talk talk for a short while .

Then go in the room .

I saw this person .

Fuyoooooooooh , dari City Hall Mac .

Cair sialku .

The name is : Muhammad Shah Amirul .

Waaaaah , i sat beside Azila .

Former Ex - Queenswayan .

Bonded and make new friends from all stores in Singapore .

Make it short ,

Shah was awesome .

He went toilet and there was where i talked to him .

He is the same age as me , seventeen .

But he is in Ite , idk where . forget .

Hot sial , tapi gigi boley kasih polish .

Everybody is not perfect okay ?

He talked to me back .

I was impressed .

I started the Convo first .

He was doing his hair , styling while i was talking to him .

I suke lelaki with spiky hair .

Macam nak help die stylekan pon ade .

He is very soft - spoken .

During class , he don't talk to anyone .

He is very self person .

During lunch , he didn't went down .

But in class i was damn noisy trying to play hard .

Wrote letter to show my sincere in me but he like ignores it .

Shah Amirul , asal ehy kao ?

Malu or what ?

Class ended and he was rushing .

No chance to say bye .

I was sad .

But got Practical .

He in the morning , im so going to meet him there first .

Get the chance .

But im going to Rc and visit him , Marissa and another soon to be Star .

I can't wait .

Then after course went out with Shafiq and Putra .

Met them while we were in class .

Make friends and bonded .

Seriously , the class is like very basic .

Cannot place food on the floor .

All that lah .

You can pass i think .

Then went town and home .

Lastly , i wanna meet Elmo and Shah Amirul again .

Happy Belated Seventeen'th

Birthday Alif .

I stayed home to reflect and reason out all .

Cya .

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Title : those words ?

Updating those Prelims Grades .
As what i knew .

English Language - I didn't make it , i think D7 .
Elementary Mathematics - C6 .
Science - F9 .
Additional Mathematics - F9 .
Combined Humanities - E8 .
Malay Language - B3 .

Awesome right ?
This is so stupid of myself .
Stupidity is not a fame , you can improve it and succeed .

5 more weeks for O level .
I can feel it , the heat of intense .
This is the final lap .
Like 2.4 km run , 6 rounds around the track .
Now the last final lap , come on Raimy .

Im gonna study A math now .
See yea .

Focus , don't stop the race cos it's not over yet .

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Title : selamat hari raya all ♥

Kinda not too late , Selamat Hari Raya .

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin .

Ampunkanlah segala dosaku / Pardon all my wrong doings .

Spent my Hari Raya Aildilfitri at work , precisely Macdonald / McCafe .

Awesome okay uh cos i enjoyed it .

Serving customers , smile and greet to them sincerely .

Kids around .

I love so much that atmoshpere .

Sister and mum went Aunty house at Bukit Panjang w/o me .

But one of my kindest Aunt gave me and my sister $50 green packet .

Alhamdullilah .

Syukur pada maha esa .

Then work from 1130 - 0800 .

Tiring but love it .

Saw the photo's of one of my Aunt and Uncle family came to my house earlier .

The same colours baju melayu .

Great right ?

I got two pairs ; white and maroon .

I can sense and feel that Raya is so sad because i got to work .

Today , tommorow and the day after .

Awesome .

September school holidays been working .

My homeworks ?

All undone , bagus raimy .

Keje agyk uh .

Finally i wanna say ...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri .

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Title : im still awake !

Gazing through facebook tagged photo's .

I swore , missing that dance moments we had together .

The fun , awesome and crazy epics .

Memorable and forever we made it as one .

Im awake like an owl .

I have no idea why these few days been sleeping very late .

Today best , eyes still wide open at facebook .

Im gone nuts i think ?

Updating ; I got a new Godsister at work .

She's awesome .

Charles and Keith lovers .

We went shopping together at town yesterday .

Lotsa of fun and epic moments .

Yeah , she bought for me Charles and Keith purse / wallet , Cotton On shirts and flip flop .

Awesome much ?

She had a high heels and sun shade .

Cool much too ?

Haven't been updating my blog .

Here i am .

Talked about my yesterday .

Today was prolly okay , smooth .

Work and home .

Uh , louie behbeyy .

I felt bad for paitao-ing .

Sorry louie.

Bought Maroon baju melayu with mom .

Thank you so much .

Mom bought for me one Charles and Keith bag worth $60 .

Appreciate it so much .

Love .

I , myself bought also one more Charles and Keith bag worth $34 .

And my Godsister bought for me another Charles and Keith wallet / purse for $31 .

Awesome or not ?

$100+ branded stuffs ?

School holidays went to work and sleep late .

Never do homeworks and revise .

Wtf raimy ?

Go study and offline now .

One more day left for Hari Raya .

I wanna work with my Godsister at Grace Kids .

Caucasians kids are adorable much .

Part time -> $5.50 .

Woah , that much .

Hold parties and entertain kids .

Anak Mat Salleh kao .

Amacam Myra set tak kao ?

These so called Sweet Septembers alot of things happening .

17 Sept ; Star course for level one .

19 Sept ; Food Hygience Course .

18 Sept ; Alif birthday .

Boss says you ponteng school to go for this course ?

Im like stunned .

Should i ?

I have no idea , but i don't wanna miss this chance again .

Star babe .

I've been working in Macdonald's for like 3 years .

Grace Kids pays better .

How ?

Promised Sherry to meet her soon later .

Perhaps , kot .

I feel bad paitao people .

Sorry okay .

Work , understand boleyy ?

One more thing in my mind .

Fuck sial .

That ex b , who the hell are you ?

And what are you up to ?

Just mind your own stuff ke yi mah ?

Please .

Happy Seventeen'th Birthday Nasita .

I can't sleep yet .

Now im not afraid of doing cafe .

I can froth milk and all .

Bole tahan , i love my job .

Sincere .

But i hate someone there .

To the core , peh pukimaaaaaaak .

Gy jalan uh jantan tak gune ..

Last day of fasting , missing it .

But enjoyed after patience .

What else to add on ?

Naaaaah , will i meet my father during Hari Raya ?

We shall see about it .

Kimaaaaak , kao charming sahaje ?

Gy mampos .

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Title : mix thoughts

Happy Belated Seventeen'th

Birthday Ashiqin .

I am sick because Saturday work from 3pm all the way to 3am .
How awesome ?
Somemore fasting , and my body is aching everywhere .
But i had fun working at that atmosphere im used to it .

Worked at Cafe with Kak Belle , she's nice and awesome .
Taught me alot of things in Cafe .
Thanks Kak Belle , love you much .
Then halfway , went to help main store which is Macdonald .
Did counter as you all know , boring right ?
So Jasmine asked me to stay on and extent my working time until closing .
Cos Zaidi , closer cant come .
So i stayed in and did Mds , pua bai bai .
Alot of orders until it reaches almost 220 orders in total ?
How crazy is that ?

Today i decided not to go work because my body is aching and im very tired like wtf ?
Saying wtf ?
Who the hell is that ex b at my tagboard ?
Kimaaaaaak , takde keje lain peh sial ?
My blog so it's my say bro .
Get a life not to spam people's blog .
Memalukan cos kao yang akan rugi .
Kalau aku dapat cari kau , siaaaap kao .
Sial uh , sot sial aku .
Louie kena spam rabak , he knows how it felt and to go through it .
Salute .

I wanna buy my baju melayu , that charles and keith bag .
Malaysian says it's not baju kurung cos it's for girls .
Baju melayu ehy hussin and aidil ?
I had fun working with them , Cafe mates .
Will take a pic with them soon .

Im meeting sherry and idk who else ?
I wanna visit the atmoshpere at Geylang serai with smokes and noise of people around it .

Ex b , who the fcuk is that .
Please , MYOB okay ?
Mind your own business aytee ?
Don't waste your time reading this and say about me to shut up all .
Siappppeeee sial kao nak suroh aku shut up ?
Fuck sial perangai .

Kerana mulut badan binasa ?
Because of mouth , body will be destroyed ?
Something like that .

That is it for now .
I wanna call Store and inform them .
Im very tired .

September's holidays im working .
And going back school to meet teachers .

That atmosphere of peers , the joyous around it .

A few more days to Hari Raya .

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Title : what can you infer ?

Happiest moment / time ?

Crew boy time .

Mummy Petal was around and someone that made my day .
All were just memories to be kept .
A picture is okay to rewind those sweet moments at your atmosphere you live around with .
Everyone cracked jokes and be happy at times .
It was just those moments of my happiest time ever at work / my atmosphere i live in .

However , things had change now .
So do humans on earth , world revolves around .
I am not stupid to be used like that , karma .

The world is round , humans do anything they like .
Their own business .
My life so it is my say down here .

Celebrating one of my only superior girlf / bestf birthday at Geylang Serai .
Second time for two consecutive years .
Applause .

That picture on top reminds me of my birthday .
November babies .
So today it is not my day , let's just say happy advance birthday to shiqin .
Her birthday falls tomorrow and she is seventeen real soon .
How fast to reach to an adult life ?

So what do you wish for

when you blow those candles ?

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Title : friends / studies / work ?

Speaking honestly , i miss working at that atmosphere .

Part and Parcel of life ; work to earn a living .

Just a short post , tired uh .

Just got back from Alif's house to bake chocalate cake for Shiqin .

Was awesome , we did it kan ?

Now very tired .

Wanna rest and study for tommorow last paper for Prelims .

Yeaaaaaah .

Like finally , woooohoooooo .

September is here , so it's school holidays next week .

And im working , truthfully speaking i miss those atmosphere at work .

I wanna meet those customers and serve them with a big smile .

I wanna end here /

Science Practical was a waste , forgot to bring calculator to the lab .

Stupid me .

Everything today was with my bestf's .

Had fun , enjoyed .

Semue tak puase ke ?

Air mataku membasahi pipiku .

Perasaan yang tidak ku ingini .

You copy machine freako , oh haha .

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Title : feeling the pain yet trying .

Outdated .
Goodbye's that will always kept as memories .

Maripet the gorgeous . Shanana . Dewi . Raimy . En Xuan . Kairul .

At the airport terminal to send off indonesia crew .

It was kind of an outdated post .

Afterall , i felt like an idiot going there .

Stupid people like you malas nak entertain .

My final goodbye to you , see you at bali soon .

Maybe going to bali with my superior girlfriends at the end of this year , insayaalah .

Amin , i so wanna go for a holiday with my friends .

Let me share with you all about today things i did .

Morning went Lavender to do new passport with mum and sister .

Cabbed to Bugis to get foods for dinner later .

Bussed home and online all the way until dawn time .

Did not do much stuffs cos was fasting .

Tommorow is Science practical ; Physics and Chemistry .

45 mins each .

I need to study the Cations , Anions and Test for gases for Chemistry .

To look through all the experiments we did , and i left out one of the practical lesson for Physics .

What a waste , i hope electricity circuits all wont come out .

Hopefully , for Chemistry colour blind is like so good lah .

Let's just do it now for preliminary .

Hopefully , all the best to all .

Meeting mira early ?

Shiqin's birthday is coming real soon , 2 more days ?

Where is her hydrogen balloon of my sculptured body + blueberry cheesecake and white mask ?

All undone ?

Haiyoooh , how sia ?

Now im watching this show ; Gerimis Di Hati .

Is damn pathetic lah , very sad yet i dont know lah how to say .

I hate this part when a husband have a wife flirt and go around with other woman .

Macam sial bodoh kan ?

I just hope you will leave as soon as possible .

And what is Anjing yang tersepit ?

Seeing your face at work is like fucking pathetic .

I hate your presence you know ?

Im lazy to bother all these .

Dah uh , im sick and tired of all these things .

I think i wanna log off and study for my Science Practical .

I wanna at least do it by myself .

I hope i can on the bunsen burner and see the change by my own .

Amin .

If a gay walks around flirting ,

what is your reaction ?

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