Date : Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Time : 8:34 PM
Title : best i ever had .

Baby , you are my everything , you all i ever wanted .
We can do it real big , bigger than you ever done it .
You be up on everything , other hoes ain't never on it .
I want this forever , i swear i can spend whatever on it .

Seriously , im halfway losing hope in all this thing .
I stated that im sincerely sorry , what else you want more from me ?
Is this what i get in return ?
Two days didn't get to spend time with you , i just feel like leaving the world right now .
If you are mad / angry / sot or whatever , just tell me , im going to be cool .
Trust me , once you broke my heart ..
That's it .
But yea , im sorry for what i had done towards you .
No need to keep me in suspend , because i hate it so much .
This prank , i gone through many many times .
This time round , im totally going to breakdown.
I got nothing else to think about , suicide ?
Nope .
Im going to hurt myself again , i meant it .

Just because of a blog , someone read ?
And you are pissed , what's wrong ...
No point , why ?
The last text i got from him : Just don't bother can ??
And i cried , my tears drop on my cheek and it evaporated just like that .
My heart was aching , i knew it's gonna happened like this .
Raimy , happy sad one monthsary .
Im no longer cool neither im perfect .
That's all for now , because time allows me to hurt myself after someone hurting me so painful .
I had enough , because im losing in .
No matter what i did to myself , i realise one fine day , you would realise your own silly mistakes .
Yours faithfully ,
raimy rylekk is no longer himself .

• Nothing can replace you in my heart .
• I need you back badly .
• But it's up to you , because i have nothing much to say .

i love you indeed , you did this is right ?