Date : Saturday, March 27, 2010
Time : 11:06 PM
Title : i am not emo .

• how i wish my parent could understand me very well .

im just explaining everything here .
expressing all my feelings out about my parent .
so what if my sister read , let her know .
she knew it long time ago .
i just do not understand whatever i want , my parent will never grant for me .
i never owe a digital camera .
i never had a lappy of my own .
i never received a brand new handphone .
uh , i don't wish to continue .
wasting my bloody time .
im useless right ?
i know .
im stubborn , rebellious and is a piece of nothing to you .
idk lah .

love , im so upset over these matters .
im so doomed .

• i don't hesitate to kill myself any soon .

in this world , nothing capture me alive . im cursed to be a statue . nothing excites me except for a speciality i got . im imperfect , so as you .

knife . jump and dead . shot .