★Raimy Aydel .

AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT

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Title : thank you .

You can see me smiling in that picture , but im hurt somewhere inside me .

She kept asking me if is she fat or not ?

Well , hello she is not fat right ?

Something that a real and true friend believe in each other .

Indeed five years friendship .

I swore to myself that each post i will try my very best to post a picture of me smiling with my friends .

Showing that im trying to pull through everything slowly .

But every smile in me , there's something hurtful in it .

Moving on with life , as perfect i could .

God created me to be like this , so no one can ever judge me .

Changing my lifestyle takes time and it hurts so much .

Saturday / sunday both days im working .

I have to face reality again .

Without further a do , i know myself better .

Thus , the battle is not over yet .

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Title : trying .

if you can see that im trying to overcome every situation with a smile on my face .

Although it is very hard to move on with a normal and perfect life of mine ,

i tried my best to put on a smile each day wherever i go .

I can do anything i want because no one can stop me from doing that ,

show me a piece of your bitch , you shall see me mocking you off slut .

You can have an enjoyable life now ,

but sad to say may god be not on your side .

Trust me ,

knock me off just like that will show you i maybe very harsh towards you .

Marked my words as empty shit or so what ?

We shall see who is suffering ?

This is not random and im just stating the facts .

See my facebook for more info .

Im not on anyone's side .

Not angry but clearing my mind after my mid year english and malay paper one .

Composition and Letters .

You won't be bothered to read all these ,

i know .

Wasting my time ,

but it's the effort and the sore in mind that counts .

Furthermore , ima typical person .

i always asked myself this : do men only wants sex / love ?

comment ?

that maybe random .

tell ya what , i wanna enjoy my life to the fullest now .

break my heart once , never twice . curse .

im trying to move on , trying okay .

concentrate on O's and stay positive .

btw , that picture webcam-ed with louie an hour ago .

okay lah .

thanks .

shattered moment but trying to move on with a perfect life .

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Title : 400 posts and i have to face reality .

You .

red + black simply means revenge to be rebellious .
what must i do now ?
im so uptight over so much things .
that picture is nothing to you .
pointing at you while im holding a heart on my hand .
what does this signifies to you ?
nothing ?
oh well , jerk .
im sleepy now .
anyway , im moving on as i will have to face the reality later in the afternoon .
work is part and parcel of my life .
work hard and achieve what u wanna have in mind .
currently : feeling very uptight and otfacebookchat with fizah .
thank you for all your advices and so my friends , the loyals .
peace .
oh yarh : ehy bitch im still not over you at these matter . watch out motherfucker asshole .

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Title : this is how i feel now .

my world is in silence w/o you but im very mad over something .

im lucky to have my close friends , thank you so much .

i can't stop dwelling over this .

i damn two woman now .

To be famous , come and i will show it to you motherfucker .

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Title : thinking .

can history repeat it's sweet moments once and let me feel my happiness .
i felt that i am being used , why must this happenned to me now ?
i can't concentrate in class and im having mixed thoughts about my future .

thanks alot for hurting me and leave me just like that .
use me and throw me away when you don't need me .
im so worthless to you that you have to do this to me , in this manner ? im not an animal .
now im feeling so worst after typing all that , raimy wake up please oh man .

why must you treat me like this in return ?
what have i ever done wrong to you ?
blow me away wind , i have no more energy to think .

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Title : can i know who is that special someone to you ?

For now , i can't face you yet because im not ready enough to pull through everything on my own way and i need help to face reality . i just wanna know who is that someone in mind you had , i won't do anything trust me boy . i know im worthless to you , nevermind let me go through all these pain by my own . i know myself best .

May god bless me in finding my true life , i won't seek any revenge because i had enough of that . peace .

im facing the most ultimate challenge in my entire life now , the peak is so high now . relax okay .

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Title : i hate emo people ?

do i look like a freaking emo person to you ?

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Title : happy eighteen birthday sister .

to : my one and only sister , shanaz love .

wish her the very best in her life and career , may allah bless her with everything .
while i am moving on happily , pulling through each the hurtful memories i had so far .
sweet and short post , the end for now .

i want a great and peaceful life . also i still need you here <3

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Title : will you be there for me ?

can i just make a decision to leave this world ?
i can't stand all this by myself .
having problems like non stop .
i cried for the past two days , hurting myself soon .
what is happening to me ?

let me die freely , nothing is impossible to me and by doing this to me , i am very upset over you .
i hated myself for this reason and i feel like grabbing the knife in my kitchen and stabbed myself hard .
i never had an enjoyable life so far , i might as well born to be loser .
nothing in this world fantacise me .

keluhan hatiku tak siapa tahu ku simpan semua sepak di dada .
mengapa , harus perkara in berlaku dan memudaratkan kehidupanku ?
hatiku berkecai .

we need two hands to clap .
am i worthless to you ?

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Title : that empty seat of love .

i seriously miss that seat with love .
while seating , watching the stars and moon at the sky .
wishing for a shooting star ones .
never appeared but i want history to repeat our sweet moments .

my emotions are seriously bothering my studies .
lately , i felt worst in my life .
it is worth of devastation .
i wanna cry tonight .
i wanna drink now .
i wanna meet someone i love the most .
it is finally weekend .

i can sense the loneliness in my life .
the emptiness of love life .
im worthless to you is it ?
what have i done towards you ?

simple , just a text is so hard is it .
what have i ever done wrong to you ?
the whole of today , none texts from someone .

tonight , my life is so disastrous with silence .
hatred to anything .
nothing excites me .

i want to cry , find a world of my own and talk to walls . peace is there .
tired of working , pay was like shit . im declared broke for now .
i need someone to coax me , not pampered .

ku disini menanti saat mu mengucapkankan ku selamat malam . adakah itu berat sekali bagi mu , apakah kesalahan ku , ku benci kehidupan ku seperti begini tanpa mu . maafkan ku segala maha esa .

not provoking , useless . im totally intensely very sad .

why not even a text from you ?

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Title : obstruction .

something is hindering me from being positive .
an obstruction that hinders me from being joyous .
life has too much hurdles and obstacles .
i have to face it each day and realise what are my weaknesses .
let me emphasise on these : i may be rough once you push me out of my limits .

i wanna be strong to overcome relationship problems / miscommunication .
what must i do ?
im so stress .
uh , can i fly far away from this world ?
earthlings ?

aku cintakan kamu .

my current situation : i don't wish to cry each night with tears dripping onto my cheeks .
bie , are you okay with me ? what's wrong ? imysm .

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Title : apologise .

the picture may not be clear to you .

i swear i won't let my studies gone to waste just like that , snap fingers .

relationship is everything to me right now , this second .

education wise , im unsure .

for that situation , i may be wrong partly .

i apologise for my mistake .

im trufully sorry .

im not emo / whatever shit down here .

im stating my rights .

that situation of waiting and left , im sorry .

i may be naive but not egoistic .

im clearly explaining everything here .

i do reasoned out all .

for now all i wanna do is to cry , cry and cry as peacefully as i could .

i don't wish anyone to hear me out .

im so relentless .

im so stress over school , studies will never pull me down .

i will struggle and strive further .

nothing pulls me back except for relationship .

i wanna be a better person .

im intensely very upset over all this .

can i cry forever , i need help ?

i wanna make the situation be better next time .

love , is forever .

pure and everlasting .

nothing break us apart .

i failed my math test but i passed , just passed on the dot for physics .

random , education .

thank you so much friends for coaxing me , fatihah get well real soon .

jumpe on wednesday back .

kawan kawan kush and girlfriends .

im facing something with waiting , patience ?

idk lah .

my fault , uh .

idk , my mind is fluttering .

tekanan jiwa yang amat runsing dan remuk .

hatiku berasa berkecamuk memikirkan tentangmu .

kehidupanku berkecai tanpamu .

selamat berjuang .

relationship matter will make my education worst . trust me , i need love now badly . text me , im soul searching not for long .

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Title : the laughters we had !

my closest's girlfriends .
they are turly awesome : featuring amirah and sabriena .

they made me speak out . laugh . see the true world .
awesome friends i treasured in secondary five .
sadly , afifah left to ite .
greatest gratitude .
that picture was taken at starbucks on a few days back .
we decided to study , do homeworks but in the end talk and talk non stop .
hee , but was fun like seriously .
i had my drink there , superb .
thanks for the day girls .
as mira was so engrossed showing her pictures at facebook , sabriena hell yeah laughing while doing english .
and im stucked like some fish on a net studying physics test the next day .
awesome moment .
we three , are the laughing kaki's .
not forgetting fatihah and ashiqin , kawan kawan kush forever .
true friendship counts , not some spastics friends like you .
hee .
random okay .
bright day for me today . i can see the lights .
im going work later so yeah .
paitao mac for now , pizzahut here i come .

i treasure friendship like diamond , they are people behind me for everything .
best friends forever girlfriends .
i love u all lah .

oh yah , shit .
super late : happy three monthsary love .
hee , wee .
met love yesterday .
was awesome piece of laughters and hell yeah .
updated : three months and three days together .
woah , i love you lah too .
bie , i want see the moon and stars because i love to see it .
not emotion and im not drunk you .
im fine , peace .

april fool was bad and okay lah .
someone brought earthworms and a frog to school .
awesome ?
hee .
prank here and there in school .
jokes , laughs and shouts .
hehe . fun lah .

im so dead beat working like some mad cow .
have to work because im cashless for now like pathetically hell shit .
asked mum money to top up card , she like not happy .
what kind of mother is this ?
idk .
after days of work , school again .
fucktard .

life is priceless , don't ever lose someone you loved the most , treasure and have fun . like oh seriously , i never fails to brighten up my day with no clouds hindering it and seeing the stars and moon for love .
happy birthday to lina , happy yeah .
Cyaaaaaaa around .

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Ignore the picture above . ϟRAIMY AYDEL & ~~PRINCE CHARMING~~ﺕ : Create an originality of yourself , before making a fool out of your damn filthy jokes . ♥Clairvoyant . : My creation . My say : ~~PRINCE CHARMING~~ ♥ : ~~Officially 01/01/10 ♥~~ : Everlasting GIRLFRIENDS' ★ . : & Unique USUALS .

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ϟ Actually , i want all singaporeans to support local talents . ~~ϟ Make it through to the next level of life , which is to Secondary 5 .~~ ~~ϟ Get a new touch handphone to communicate better .~~ ϟ Make it through to the next higher level of education , which is after my O level's . ϟ I want to be a Store Activities Representitive by the end of this year .

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