Date : Sunday, April 11, 2010
Time : 1:03 PM
Title : will you be there for me ?

can i just make a decision to leave this world ?
i can't stand all this by myself .
having problems like non stop .
i cried for the past two days , hurting myself soon .
what is happening to me ?

let me die freely , nothing is impossible to me and by doing this to me , i am very upset over you .
i hated myself for this reason and i feel like grabbing the knife in my kitchen and stabbed myself hard .
i never had an enjoyable life so far , i might as well born to be loser .
nothing in this world fantacise me .

keluhan hatiku tak siapa tahu ku simpan semua sepak di dada .
mengapa , harus perkara in berlaku dan memudaratkan kehidupanku ?
hatiku berkecai .

we need two hands to clap .
am i worthless to you ?