★Raimy Aydel .

AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT

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Title : less than a week more !

Quote of th day .

All these while , certain guys like you are full of ego .
Wtf , if you don't wish to share with us .
Why bother posting it up on your facebook wall ?
What , only to make suspense to whole lot of people ?
Come on , be a grown up man will you ?
Hey , im moving on here and im trying my best .
Im fucked up with life now .
Uh , i find it stupid kai .
Wake up lah , just my thoughts .
No offence bro .
Im wasting my time .

Less than a week more for my scary O level malay papers .
Shit you .
How am i going to work and study ?
Paitao / skip work ?
Nah , idk lah .
I want money .
Nvm .
As quoted from a teacher :
"Money , we can find and earn in a later way but exams you have to face it and do it once in a life time ."
It hit my mind .
Im trying my best here .
Hey all the lovey dovey relationship , wasting my whole lot of time .
Without the 3 months and 11 days thing , i think i can do much much more better .
I hated myself but now , well im moving on .
Ego man like you shall fuck off far far !

Look here , i don't need your love because you are such a bastard !

Your facebook wall is annoying , even your ex said that .
Never keep anyone in suspense because u will loose it somehow and somewhere later .
Remember , i believe in karma kai .
What goes around comes around real soon .
Ditch a person and a deal is for fun ?
Nak balas budi just for a short period of time ?
Ehy , im not a small boy !
I got brain to think , you fucker .

Your life is gotta be worst cos you said :
A deal is a deal and not more than that .
Just wanna repay back my kindness for a few months .
Fuck you man .
You must be joking , you don't know me that well dude .
Play with my heart you shall see how i repay you back double th times .
You will be ruined , trust me .

Your lucky and special someone , kept thinking of her .
Asshole , bullshit !
Fuck man , craps .
Show me that lady , im nice girl .

I just wanna say i won't be a regular blogger here now .
My O's are coming for malay , less than a week more .
Given 10 sets of worksheets to revise .
Completed only : 6/10 ?
Fuck sia .

You won't see me often at blog but at facebook abit .
I cant like without fb , like omg .

Life is full of mystery , kai i know you won't bother to read this post !

Oh yah , the changi beach trip was awesome .
Will share with you readers soon .
Bye .
Watch out your back , im hauting . -.-

I hate guys who are full of ego in them like seriously .

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Title : focus !

I hate someone who had a deal and wants to repay back without a lasting kindness .

Alot of things are playing in my mind .
I must make up my mind because O's are coming soon for malay papers .
I have nothing much to say for now .
To that someone , last long with your lucky and special someone .
Yeah , im happy for you .
Nothing much .
I wanna do my malay practise papers .
Common raimy !

Everything you did for me is just for a time being , fuck your life sial .

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Title : who is that special someone to you ?

All these while , im feeling happy to see you .
But i was astonished to see your facebook page , who is that "someone" ?
Im just expressing my most deepest and most inner feeling of my heart .
My bad , im sorry for all the mistakes i had done to you .
You broke my heart and now im trying hard and my best to pull through and begin a new life .
For now , i have nothing much to say to you .
No matter what happens , im willing to sacrifise for the worst .
But am i prepare and ready yet for this ?
Im being hurt once , promise myself to move on .
Hey , im trying my very best .
Anyway , i just wanna say all this while you had been a great person to me .
I appreciate you very much .
I knew that post on your page is never and not possible for me , that lucky someone .
To that someone whom is the lucky person to you : all the best .
Im happy for you both but at the same time im feeling bad here .
Nevermind , i have to be strong to overcome anything .
But i don't have the enough strength to move on and lead a better life .
Im facing you every weekend , how ?
Nah , im happy for you now .
This may sound very personal , im glad and happy to know you .
May god bless you .
Takecare and see you around anytime .
I just hope our friendship will continue on forever .
Since it's over , i have no much to say here .
Im crying now while typing these , it may sound very silly and how stupid of me .
I just can't stop thinking of you .
However i must try .
The tears is a precious moments that im wasting now .
You had been a great person in my life .
My first and last , i had loose you but im happy for you .
Let me suffer for this time , i will be okay soon .
Now im crying , i got no effing mood to do anything now .
How silly can i be ?
Im sorry .

Yours truly ,
raimy . the soul searching person here .

10 more days to O level malay papers !

It's not a dream , but actual fact a reality .

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Title : learn to live , life and love !

Should i start doing my sit down and really study and revise my school works ?

Sometimes in life , you can't have high expectations and hopes in yourself .
Because life is simply full of mystery and challenges .
Choose something you enjoy doing in your tertiary life , and thats what im trying to find .
I wanna be enrolled in a poly , either ngee ann / singapore poly .
Ite , im scared of you .
These things matters to me alot , depends on my future life .
Mid year exams are prolly over .
Certain subjects results were released .
So far , i only passed mathematics and malay .
How and wtf happened to me ?
I don't make work the reasons of me failing my exams .
Kai , if you read this .
It's not working that made me fail , maybe the school set the papers very difficult to prepare us .
Im wondering .
But anyway , special thank you to kairul for allowing me work on his shift .
Much appreciated because i was bored at home , school marking day .
However , seeing you at work made my day .
Smiling .
Thanks kairul , i think i owe you ?
Hahah , nevermind .

Im starting to remember the past in my life .
The past of three months and eleven days together .
I was stoned whenever i kept reminded by those things in mind .
These few days , we kept texting but it was random okay .
I also kept having such weirds dream coming upon me .
Those sweet and awesome ones .
How i hope and wish ?
Never could happened , over right ?
Im sorry for this , truly sincere feelings im keeping .
Memories .
Thanks kai .
It's kinda sweet and weird for a couple to patch back together .
Do you think so ?
No idea , never happened .
To alif and fatihah : may you both last long and god bless both of you .
Eternity .
Tell you what people ,
June holidays im going back to school prolly everyday and after that work .
How am i going to cope for my scary O's ?
I already didn't do that well for mid year exams .
But i need money , financially .
Studies , must never abide them .
Im so confused .
God .
My bestfriends are starting to mug and study damn hard during the one month holidays .
But my other companions wanting to dye hair and have fun .
Which is which ?
Uh , im sorry if i would made an unfair system .
Nevertheless , during june holidays im going to really concentrate on the lessons and go work .
Must focus and be strong to overcome anything .
Raimy , you can do it .
As kairul say , raimy can do it lah .
Haha , random lah okay .
Today was actually supposed to go out with sister fizah .
Last minute change , never go .
It's okay , sis you takecare and stay happy and pretty .
People , it's not easy to adapt to new changes in our lifestyles .
But every sins we did , god would forgive us .
However , never repeat the same wrong mistakes .
I swore that i did sins before , im trying to change myself .
It's hard .
Countdown : O level malay paper one and two coming real soon .
When ? : 31 / 05 / 10 .
Am i ready for the battle ?
Resist every desire and temptations .
Trying .
Blog quite alot , i miss texting you actually .
History , oh .
I hope , nevermind .
Kairul , cya soon at work .
Thanks .
I want you back but im scared of us .
relationship / friendship first ?

Back to the top , square one .

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Title : finally over for now !

finally , mid year examinations are over a few hours back .
i just hope that after all my endurance and sincerity , it would paid off with a decent results .

I so wanna enjoy for a today and tommorow cos mid year is over .

After much endurance and stuffs , it's time to get a hang of it .

Let's have some fun after mid year is finally over .

I promised myself that i won't be blogging during examinations ,

and i managed to do it .

Yeay , awesome !

Now , this post is after my last paper .

It was tough for not blogging , but i manage not to blog and exchange it to revise my studies .

Worth it .

It seems that during exams , i did work for the past two weeks .

However , without working it's the same as no money .

Learn and get a hold of the hard ways , because sooner or later you would revive better .

I just hope god will guide me the right pathway .

Work was okay , but extra okay .

Haha , enjoyed myself .

You know what , i feel like working everyday during the june school holidays and earn extra money .

But , my O's are coming and i got to go school for extra lessons in the morning .

How the fish man ?

I just wanna meet that someone and made my day .

Kairul , if you bother to read this post .

You're awesome .

Last long !

Haha , just believe in yourself and continue to endure because endurance will lead to a successful way .

Cya at work real soon .

I wanna have at least 4 passes for mid year exams .

God bless me .

I'm very happy because i get to see you .

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Title : study mood / examinations alert !

Updating : the picture below .

This maybe my last post until mid year examinations are finally over next two weeks .

Im so unready for exams , which is tommorow .

Last mintue revison and study will it work ?

I shall try and see my luck .

Tommorow papers are : social studies and elementary math paper one .

Malay language O level papers are coming in about 20 more days .

Uhh , so pressurising .

I need a space to relax .

And the whole of next week , monday to friday is exam week .

No more slacking and stuffs .

But work is important , money wise .

Hmm , stucked ?

I want to aim at least 4 passes in my 6 subjects for now .

Now , i got to study for tommorow's papers .

Cya soon friends .

My last words of wisdom : Keep on writing until your last drop of ink , never give up in any of the papers .

EXAMINATIONS IN PROGRESS !

no matter what , rain or shine : i miss calling u that !

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Title : i miss calling you b ! mood .

hey , i miss calling you b .

Classmates of mine have already started their revision for mid year exams ,

while im busy working at macdonald to earn a living of my own .

Realising that mother's day is coming soon ,

what should i get for my beloved mother ?

Forgetting someone is not easy ,

because im going through it now .

A burden to carry is not easy ,

trust me .

Study is not my thing ,

but i wanna do well in my mid year exam .

4 passes and out of the qsst .

Happy lah , may god bless me .

Macdonald , is the place where i get to know real people ,

working experience is worth it .

But seeing you after we end everything ,

i miss those times .

I guess you won't be reading this post ,

because you are happy with your life now .

While im struggling ,

down here .

Now , it's time for me to study at woodlands with the close ones .

Any hurdles , im backing those off .

Set my mind , to study for exams .

You made me cried once and im fear of any relationship now .

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Title : passionate .

What's your passion in life ?

Passion in life ; malay dance .

Instructor and me .

During the annual speech day in school .

Something random .

See i make an effort to smile and post a photo of me and someone .

Vague ?

I want to work at macdonald everyday to see that someone .

Im happy and pleased to see you at work .

You made me smile and yeah .

How i wish good and sweet memories repeats ?

Will it ever happen ?

Reality .

Love .

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ϟ Actually , i want all singaporeans to support local talents . ~~ϟ Make it through to the next level of life , which is to Secondary 5 .~~ ~~ϟ Get a new touch handphone to communicate better .~~ ϟ Make it through to the next higher level of education , which is after my O level's . ϟ I want to be a Store Activities Representitive by the end of this year .

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