Date : Thursday, May 20, 2010
Time : 7:26 PM Title : learn to live , life and love ! Should i start doing my sit down and really study and revise my school works ?
![]() Sometimes in life , you can't have high expectations and hopes in yourself . Because life is simply full of mystery and challenges . Choose something you enjoy doing in your tertiary life , and thats what im trying to find . I wanna be enrolled in a poly , either ngee ann / singapore poly . Ite , im scared of you . These things matters to me alot , depends on my future life . Mid year exams are prolly over . Certain subjects results were released . So far , i only passed mathematics and malay . How and wtf happened to me ? I don't make work the reasons of me failing my exams . Kai , if you read this . It's not working that made me fail , maybe the school set the papers very difficult to prepare us . Im wondering . But anyway , special thank you to kairul for allowing me work on his shift . Much appreciated because i was bored at home , school marking day . However , seeing you at work made my day . Smiling . Thanks kairul , i think i owe you ? Hahah , nevermind . Im starting to remember the past in my life . The past of three months and eleven days together . I was stoned whenever i kept reminded by those things in mind . These few days , we kept texting but it was random okay . I also kept having such weirds dream coming upon me . Those sweet and awesome ones . How i hope and wish ? Never could happened , over right ? Im sorry for this , truly sincere feelings im keeping . Memories . Thanks kai . It's kinda sweet and weird for a couple to patch back together . Do you think so ? No idea , never happened . To alif and fatihah : may you both last long and god bless both of you . Eternity . Tell you what people , June holidays im going back to school prolly everyday and after that work . How am i going to cope for my scary O's ? I already didn't do that well for mid year exams . But i need money , financially . Studies , must never abide them . Im so confused . God . My bestfriends are starting to mug and study damn hard during the one month holidays . But my other companions wanting to dye hair and have fun . Which is which ? Uh , im sorry if i would made an unfair system . Nevertheless , during june holidays im going to really concentrate on the lessons and go work . Must focus and be strong to overcome anything . Raimy , you can do it . As kairul say , raimy can do it lah . Haha , random lah okay . Today was actually supposed to go out with sister fizah . Last minute change , never go . It's okay , sis you takecare and stay happy and pretty . People , it's not easy to adapt to new changes in our lifestyles . But every sins we did , god would forgive us . However , never repeat the same wrong mistakes . I swore that i did sins before , im trying to change myself . It's hard . Countdown : O level malay paper one and two coming real soon . When ? : 31 / 05 / 10 . Am i ready for the battle ? Resist every desire and temptations . Trying . Blog quite alot , i miss texting you actually . History , oh . I hope , nevermind . Kairul , cya soon at work . Thanks . I want you back but im scared of us . relationship / friendship first ? Back to the top , square one .
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