AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT
Date : Thursday, May 20, 2010
Time : 7:26 PM
Title : learn to live , life and love !


Should i start doing my sit down and really study and revise my school works ?



Sometimes in life , you can't have high expectations and hopes in yourself .
Because life is simply full of mystery and challenges .
Choose something you enjoy doing in your tertiary life , and thats what im trying to find .
I wanna be enrolled in a poly , either ngee ann / singapore poly .
Ite , im scared of you .
These things matters to me alot , depends on my future life .
Mid year exams are prolly over .
Certain subjects results were released .
So far , i only passed mathematics and malay .
How and wtf happened to me ?
I don't make work the reasons of me failing my exams .
Kai , if you read this .
It's not working that made me fail , maybe the school set the papers very difficult to prepare us .
Im wondering .
But anyway , special thank you to kairul for allowing me work on his shift .
Much appreciated because i was bored at home , school marking day .
However , seeing you at work made my day .
Smiling .
Thanks kairul , i think i owe you ?
Hahah , nevermind .

Im starting to remember the past in my life .
The past of three months and eleven days together .
I was stoned whenever i kept reminded by those things in mind .
These few days , we kept texting but it was random okay .
I also kept having such weirds dream coming upon me .
Those sweet and awesome ones .
How i hope and wish ?
Never could happened , over right ?
Im sorry for this , truly sincere feelings im keeping .
Memories .
Thanks kai .
It's kinda sweet and weird for a couple to patch back together .
Do you think so ?
No idea , never happened .
To alif and fatihah : may you both last long and god bless both of you .
Eternity .
Tell you what people ,
June holidays im going back to school prolly everyday and after that work .
How am i going to cope for my scary O's ?
I already didn't do that well for mid year exams .
But i need money , financially .
Studies , must never abide them .
Im so confused .
God .
My bestfriends are starting to mug and study damn hard during the one month holidays .
But my other companions wanting to dye hair and have fun .
Which is which ?
Uh , im sorry if i would made an unfair system .
Nevertheless , during june holidays im going to really concentrate on the lessons and go work .
Must focus and be strong to overcome anything .
Raimy , you can do it .
As kairul say , raimy can do it lah .
Haha , random lah okay .
Today was actually supposed to go out with sister fizah .
Last minute change , never go .
It's okay , sis you takecare and stay happy and pretty .
People , it's not easy to adapt to new changes in our lifestyles .
But every sins we did , god would forgive us .
However , never repeat the same wrong mistakes .
I swore that i did sins before , im trying to change myself .
It's hard .
Countdown : O level malay paper one and two coming real soon .
When ? : 31 / 05 / 10 .
Am i ready for the battle ?
Resist every desire and temptations .
Trying .
Blog quite alot , i miss texting you actually .
History , oh .
I hope , nevermind .
Kairul , cya soon at work .
Thanks .
I want you back but im scared of us .
relationship / friendship first ?
Back to the top , square one .




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