★Raimy Aydel .

AYDEL . SEVENTEEN . CLAIRVOYANT

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Title : friendship ?

That Question .
Different people , Different response .

You can see from facebook and right here at my blog , im facing shits .

As in problems with friendship and stuffs .

I hate to think and resolve this stupid matters .

But what can i say afterall , it's my fault to them .

Im the eye for them to shoot me and make me fall and trip , fades .

It hurts a million but having problems like these .

I find it stupid but yet im going through it now .

What are my faults that you all have been aiming me for ?

Sensitivity .

Jealousy .

Angry .

All this feelings and thoughts .

I find myself weird at times when in school .

At work , i find it perfectly awesome okaaay .

In school , i have to face boredom .

Call the true friends and stuffs .

Yeah blame all you want , let me suffer and get hell .

While typing this , i feel like screaming out loud and shut the bloody lappy .

Abit things like gossips you take it seriously ?

What man ?

You can disturbed me all you want ?

You told me there's limitations but yet you never show it .

Man , im dissapointed .

You want me to change .

And now im trying , you won't see the effect right ?

You made fun of me , joked with me and played crazy things together .

Those moments , our high crazy epics ?

Now , things happened because of me ?

Come on , imma at fault now .

I must be blame because im not that type of person blaming others .

It hurts .

If you wanna shut up , il do it too .

Show faces , attitude .

Stop my journey of running and achieving my O's , and continue working hard as a Beanie .

I can be that , reality sucks .

I have to face it .

But friends , look up *

That question , answer it truthfully .

Im feeling mad , sad and mixed feelings .

For now , i need space to lighter up myself .

My mind , body and soul are far away from me .

I shouted at myself just now and now it's time to reflect and reason all out .

It may sound silly .

I feel like slamming the lappy and float high up .

Kawan kawan kush : Alif , Fatihah , Ashiqin , Amirah and Sabriena .

Sisters : Louie , Fafaa , Sherry , Ana , Pris and many more .

In school , enough .

I need air to breathe and relax .

Should i give in ?

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Ignore the picture above . ϟRAIMY AYDEL & ~~PRINCE CHARMING~~ﺕ : Create an originality of yourself , before making a fool out of your damn filthy jokes . ♥Clairvoyant . : My creation . My say : ~~PRINCE CHARMING~~ ♥ : ~~Officially 01/01/10 ♥~~ : Everlasting GIRLFRIENDS' ★ . : & Unique USUALS .

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ϟ Actually , i want all singaporeans to support local talents . ~~ϟ Make it through to the next level of life , which is to Secondary 5 .~~ ~~ϟ Get a new touch handphone to communicate better .~~ ϟ Make it through to the next higher level of education , which is after my O level's . ϟ I want to be a Store Activities Representitive by the end of this year .

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