Date : Sunday, October 31, 2010
Time : 7:44 PM Title : spooky . Happy Halloween Everyone .
Spooky . Exciting . Funny . Im going out to celebrate halloween , epics . Goodnight all . Haveeeeeeeeeeee fun . Watch your back and count your steps .
Date : Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Time : 11:42 AM Title : latest . Frustration . Restrcition . Action .
A true friend which binds the ties and hold on it together . Every courses or anywhere we have to attend , a true friend is right beside you . Sharing same moments and encourages you . Stoping you from doing the same old silly mistakes . What do you want a true friend to be ? Intention , is everything what things make it to begin . Just an experience , busy with O's . You ought to move on and stop with those unmushy wasting words , simply ignorant .
Date : Saturday, October 23, 2010
Time : 4:01 AM Title : distractions . Officially O levels , one more day .
Try photoscape and being creative aydel , i did that on top * Scroll your mouse up . My daily life routine which every single effort you pumped it , worth it . Balancing work and school is very tough . I cried all worries and complaints but managed to pull through everything . Seriously , i am having distractions from O's . Raimy Aydel , can you please fucking wake up ? O's in one more pathetic day , i am still out not studying . Louie's birthday in one more day's time too . Yeah . Idk lah , stress . Im so bored of typing . I wanna do well for my O's . Don't say aydel , prove it by what you gonna do in the exam hall sooner or later . I wanna do a career of being a star asap . Not easy , training etc's . I wanna see those lights shining on me , you know but not fame . I want nothing lah . Im not talking rubbish right ? You made my life worst before . But after months past , getting better but not as perfect . Upon seeing you , the past zoomed in back . I hate that chorus playing in my mind . The imaginations in my head running wild . I just want you to leave asap because loving and hating you is just too same and blah . Fcuk off man , if not im going . Heh , wtf ? Thank you , bye bye see you again - Jennifer . Realistic uh man .
Date : Thursday, October 21, 2010
Time : 11:34 PM Title : just another us . School And Leisurement .
Why Gay Pride ? No idea why , no specific answer . You wanna comment it , my blog my say people . Okaaaaaaaaaaaay , done with blogging . Short one sia . Sat for O level Science Practical Exam earlier just now . Creative man they sat it , heart pain . Tired . Goodnight . Aydel - the kid .
Date : Sunday, October 17, 2010
Time : 4:48 PM Title : imagination runs wild That effect on the picture - cool .
Smile at the camera everyone * Epics moments with girlfriends . Made me smile like a kambing . I won't wanna lose them because they are the colourful friends i had . This few days is all about - smile . Why bother to smile ? Simply because it affects our daily life . If you smile to the customers , they smile back - sense of satisfaction is there . Fake smile - you are ignorant man . Better to smile and give it a sincere one - simple . Appreciate what god gave to us , just smile and be happy . For me , i have gone through thick and thin . As for almost all , teenagers to adults . Normal . To de-stress , people smoke , drink , take drugs and etc . Some smile and do what they enjoyed most . It's easy . Today , my heart says to go to work and replace my sis but i think there's a soul im hating . Better not , kao berambos secepat mungkin please . Kimaaaaaaaak , kao ade kan macam aku tak boleh keje paham ? Im seriously broke sia . Serious shit , i didn't wanna say that but it's seriously bugging me man . Uh , money drop from sky please . I wanna go out to de-stress can ? For awhile . Use your creativity .
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Time : 2:43 AM Title : raimy aydel in the house . R A I M Y A Y D E L !
The awesome , best and chaotic new Raimy in here . You saw that smile he had on his face ? Recognise his happiness with his true people on earth ? Appreciate his eagerness to others ? Yeah man , his no longer that No comments lah but i got myself a new name . Happy sia . I like to smile because each smile brings joyous to everyone on earth . The reason for me to smile widely is to see the past and i managed to pull it smoothly out . I made up my mind that i will focus until my O's are finally over . A week more man , hang it on there . A bit more effort and im off alone out at the battlefield . It's challenging yet difficult and horrifying . A tenderness to give up now in the marathon and win like a sore loser . Nooooo man , that is shit because wasting my time . Im enduring as you can see . Weekends - had been out with friends . To release stress but then i think it's worth while but yet wasting a few lot of hours to revise and you know . I hate when i can't do a question and i need someone to teach me . Im not a pro , yet need help man . Especially in Science and Additional Math . Power sia , shit to the max . Sunday - maybe going out with Sherry . Idk lah . Im so amazed with the song : Just the way you are . It is everything . Yeah maaaaan . I smile because every human being does it - Fact .
Date : Friday, October 15, 2010
Time : 3:31 PM Title : satisfaction Art of satisfaction in you .
I have random thoughts today . Yesterday was worth while studying with mira and sabriena at Macdonald . Finally today i managed to do house chores . Alhamdullilah . For Louie and co , their exams have ended . They are free birds , finally . My O's coming in a week time . Science Practical . Today was supposed to meet Ms Chan at school , but woke up late . Tired sia , reached home yesterday at 11 pm . Today being another round of revision with dear math and science . I wanna do all Math paper one and cover Chemistry . With the help of them . Kalao stress , take a smoke first lah okay ? Nothing much , got to rush and prepare now . Do not disturb , studying in operation .
Date : Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Time : 7:30 PM Title : shake hand *
Date : Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Time : 11:56 PM Title : those i appreciated . The behind people who makes it work .
Kawan kawan kush new generation . Same as for them , the previous post links up the summary of today's post . I meant what i type , up to you to keep it . I treasure friendship like a real gem . True friends that went up and down together . In any efforts , we made it through thick or thins . Rain or shine , we smile and had fun . Remembrance of N's when we made it with tears of joy . Man , i will uphold and always remember that blast incident . Seeing you true friends pushing me and made it to Secondary 5 . Cry . Pain . Hardwork and Struggle . All those and more to describe . Words are entangled but the way to do it , means alot . Now , we made it these far . I will fight until the end and made it through to success . And a winner wins with full of determination . A man of his words , cheyyyyyyyy . The more i type , the more frust and wanna get done and over with O's . Feel bad . Study break , working / slacking ? No man is waiting for you .
Date : Monday, October 11, 2010
Time : 3:27 AM Title : girlfriends' epics . Special Epics .
Girlfriends' Super Unglamourous shots . Hot is the word man . Im gonna miss all my friends especially the ones in Secondary Schools . But no matter where we are going to be after this Secondary journey , we will be very close . Nothing can stop us from anything . Girlfriends' / Friends that i appreciated very much . Secondary School had impacted my life alot . The reality is the outside world where our tertiary life starts . Look up * That photo is the shot of our epics moments when we were in the bus otw to Holland . It was awesome , blast and cool much . I had fun like O's are finally over . I can't wait on 12 November 2010 at 1530 pm . That date and time , im waaaaaaaaiting . Weekends . Awesome as again . Louie , Ana and Sherry lovables . Thank you so much . Special thank to louie and parents , for homestay lah . Yeeeeeeeah . Nothing much . Truly , im going to miss all my friends in school . And congratulation sis fizah and bro didy finally attached at 10/10/10 :) Awesome kan ? Heheheheeee . I wannnnnnnnna study for O's real damn crazy mad dog . But i just need a tutor and some motivations . So finally , end of meeting someone lah for you . Kalao kao nak jilat aleyk ape kao dah ludahkan , forget it bro . Told you , what goes around comes around . Remember that word , karma . I hate you for this , so much so of your world . Padan muke kao , you won't get her because she is finally happy with her life . Pukimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak . Wah , didn't expect me to say all that . But in malay , you know . I hate you for this , swear to god . By the way , is a newspaper delivery that bad job ? But can earn alot siaaaaa . It's fun laaaaah . Serious , come join me and do it , oooops . I waaaaaaant money to live .
Date : Saturday, October 9, 2010
Time : 2:05 AM Title : graduation epics . Everything for 5 years of education in Queensway is finally over .
Me and Amirah , that girl next door . Graduation Ceremony . First two lessons were awesome . Talking . Bonding . Sharing . Camera . Everything that started since Secondary 1 . Thank you so much teachers . Mr Leong Wei Yuan . Mr Wang . Mdm Jaya . Miss Chan . Miss Soon . Mr Gary Tan . Mrs Pang . Ms Lim . Cikgu Kartini . Mr Ali . Every teachers that had made me realise myself for the 5 years of experience in school . School hall . School Song . Videos . Teachers Performance . Principal speech . Tears of joyous . Everything adds up to a mix feelings . I thanked fatihah and shiqin for believing in me . Hug * Lunch was provided . Special thank to Louie , Ain , Fafaa and all lah who kindly served us . Appreciate but stupid childish spastic ice . Hahah , joke man . Classroom was epics moments of my life . Alif , rabaaaaaaaaaak . Fire extinguisher . Paper planes . Screams . Fun . Head home to change with a wide smile and memories in the camera . My mind was like , Goodbye classroom of 511'10 . Went Vivo City with Fatihah , Shiqin , Alif , Mirah , Sabriena , Hanisah and friend . Awesome . We laughed . Total epics . Vivo , to eat and chill . Paya Lebar Grandlink , to karaoke . Holland , to lepak . Laughters like dah macam end of O level . Home to watch sister sing at Suria . Hahahahahahhaha . Two weeks of study break . I so wanna mug and chiong for my subjects . Study hard man raimy . Thursday going back school for consultations . I wanna do it once and that's it . Smile wide * Anyone can teach me Additional Mathematics and Science (PhyChem) ? Kind hearted soul ? I got my Report Book back . Attrocious man . Sucky like hell yeahs . I hate seeing it , like shit seriously . F9's smacked on it , Science and Additional Mathematics . These two i serious / need / really help . I don't wanna lose out . N level maybe easy like a piece of cake . O level maybe my worst nightmare right Seniors ? Look at the picture again . Up * Sorry , chose that picture because is the best of all , i think . More at facebook . Epics . Final say to all Juniors in school as well as who are the future Seniors in Queensway , Stay focus because it's never easy . Core values . Serious , i followed them in my heart . Mepek kan if you see this , but true . I finally Graduated from Queensway Secondary School . Two things : I need someone to really drill my Additional Math and Science . And motivate me until 21/10/10 . Oh yaaaaaaaaaaah , 10/10/10 is coming oneeeeee more day . To Sis Fizah and Bro Didy , smile wide * Hahahahahaha , if you read this should be kening high high ^.^ Hahaha , okay lah . Late in the morning already . Mum is sick and Sister scolding me for not washing all the clothes -.- ? How awesome ? I need to rest . Miraaaa can be a detective sia , epics also . Love all the girlf's . Goodbye my beloved one and only ; Queensway .
Date : Thursday, October 7, 2010
Time : 11:52 PM Title : that tommorow ? Is never too late to improvise in your education wise .
Never simply give up like that . Nothing in this world is yours . There's a saying , there is no free lunch for anybody . Tommorow is my final day in school . Graduation Ceremony for us . Finally . Two weeks break to study on our own . Independent . But i will miss , cherish , treasure those 5 years education moments i had . Queensway Seconday School - Success Through Dilligence . It's midnight now . Struck . Continue tommorow if got time . Im tired . Hope it would be a blast . Graduation epics .
Date : Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Time : 8:21 PM Title : family . Complete family photo .
A complete family picture . Finally . An outing with my complete family to Malaysia . It was not plan to wear the same colour of baju melayu . Out of the blue moon . After taking this photo , i realised we are wearing the same maroon baju melayu . It was awesome . A complete family is my everything . Although w/o a father , we are still moving on and living life to the fullest . But there's some unfavourable moments which i hate most . Afterall , a family holds the root of one individual . I love my family because they are the ones i treasure most . Seriously . A complete family which brings light and happiness in your life . I don't regret having a small complete family . I admitted that i use to have some misunderstanding towards them . But im maturely well grown up kid , i can think what is right and what's wrong . A small tiffs can bring down the family , but think positively . I promise i will uphold the family integrity and be happy . Take care of my mum and sister . Father , i seriously hate you to the core but Allah only can prejudice all these . I pray for the best for my family . They are the people i treasure most . Indeed , a complete small family can bring you to shine and stay happy . I love you mum and sis . Although we rarely speak and mute to each another . I wanna cherish these moments . Bonding is the word . I don't wanna lose them . A family . Where i belong , my home . My everything . Im impressed im saying this . Some people call their boyf / girlf thier everything but to me , family comes right now . Not saying like aku macam paham okay ? Should i wish him tommorow ? A family is my everything . Watching tv later .
Date : Friday, October 1, 2010
Time : 5:58 PM Title : my final say . I feel aimlessly lost now .
Losing a whole lot people i treasure , it hurts . Yeah , im crying for all these . The key is in me to change everything in my life . Talking to all you made me cry and suffer all alone . I got nothing much to say because im hurt . Thanks for everything . You all pushed me very hard during N levels and we made it through . I appreciate it so much . We do things hand in hand and together . Now , i find myself trying but to your eyes its different . Let me find my own way . Although it hurts barely everything , i hate this part . O levels coming real soon . Maybe Allah wants to show me and test my patience . Uhr , show me the ray of light and il move on . No mood for everything but im so wanting to share to all of you who understands me well . Thanks for the listening ears . Im speechless . Broken hearted . Say Goodbye to September and Hello to October . |
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