Date : Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Time : 12:00 PM
Title : long time

How i wish miracle would happened .
I wanna witness miracle but not mishap .
I believe in karma because everything i did is for a reason and not for other negative purpose .
I don't impersonate the others because i have my own way and rights .
To others , life maybe as colourful as their colour pencils but unlike mine , so mundane .
Although , that is part and parcel of life .
I just have to improvise if it sucks for now and plan the future with better things in mind .
Just like math , if you fail until F9 smacked on your face .
You just have to make life easier and improve .
Do more practices , as practise makes perfect .
In life , we don't have to impersonate others , just be on our feet and move on .

If you want me to be at the exit door , think of your own first .
You ruined everything , fuck .
I should not have commited in anything before .
Now , i can be reasonable .
I don't wish to continue any commitment in certain things .
Why the fuck am i like posting about a useless person here ?

Aim for something reasonable .
Believe that you can achieve it .
Catch your dream alive .
Don't ever label yourself .
Whatever you do in life , there's a point of learning .
Yeah , we might not realise it as we often are lack of thinking deep .
Our soul may says that we are losing out , but we can win it .

An environment i have stayed for so quite long , i don't see any changes .
Seriously , i miss certain people that coloured my life with colourful pencils .
The things they teached me are awesome .
The amount of harwork is equal fairly to the pay i received .
But im sick and tired of it .
Soon , a brand new start perhaps .

I had my long annual leaves at Batam .
Highlights -
Crazy Taxi .
Shopping Malls .
Hotel .
The ammenties .
Everything , including the peole there .
Like a G6 and I can see your peacock , cock , cock .
Haahahahahahahahahahaha .
Awesome , i wanna stay there longer .
Cool , thumbs up .

Now , life is black and white i think .
Everything seemed to be the same .

I want to shoot you dead .

God is fair to everyone .